im going to use this and trry to talk and workout myself
im turning a new age and itss going to be fun :)
ill try to perrson grossly personal so please be warn
May 21st, 2023, 11:24 pm
dictation: emotional divination
when pulling up the note my phone restarted therefore im assuming its weridly tech related....
I felt something enter my aura, im not sure what it wwas but its definitely strange.
Dark spirt?its giving me better luck but its intentions are dark ( get it lol)
it wwants to create something with me and it came through my back.
itss deciding where it wants to marrk meI hope its not as bad as the others or its not gunna make me carve it out
its projected shirts that have dealth on them in my head
my spirt shadow dead in front of me
fdor not it jsut craved adrenaline, but its doesnt view me as a person im offically a vessel :(
i puked
this bodies trying hard to reject me is thge only thing its saying to me mentally
nothing new to reort but its shadow waiting
May 22nd, 2023, 12:37 am
Feeling #1
I want to dance like spastic filing my body all around as if my limbs are trying to break off.
HOLY SHIT ITS FUCKING SCARING ME ITS MOVING IN THE GODDAMN SHADOWS I HATE IT
FLASHING STUPID FUCKING IMAGES OF THIS THING IN MY HEAD IT WANTS ME TO MANIFEST IT SO BAD HAHAAH
It’s trying so hard to hurt me and what Ives allowed it to become :/
Still I’m moving on my own no longer shaking from it.
You can mock me I have nothing to lose
CUT IT OPEN THE WOUNDS YOU PLASTER ALL OVER ME BECAUSE YOU CANT CUT ME HAHAHAHAHA lol
I won’t play privy to these silly shenanigans
I’m a big fish in a even bigger pond
If this continues I’m bound to get. Consumed
Nothing that holds me back I’m playing this game
Hold on to this endless feeling I’m nothing in the grand things I can scream shout out you’re name you’re here I FEEL IT
HERE WE STAND I can end THIS SO
why must you move with the wind
Even step there’s nothing just you
NOOO THIS SONG MAKES ME CRY :[[[[[[
May 22nd, 2023, 02:41 am
somethings wrong feels off
the engery is wrong maybe im being watch but something is wrong and happening somethings trying to interact with me.
i know whats happening and im in control ready to dominate it, i know feel this hunter urge
therefore im ready for whatevers to come, its easy to sumit to it but you cant this is a person not a spirt i need to choose a diffrent name spirts too ghostly, these arent ghosts theyre intities, like whispers ?
god i hate when i google it just says its some stupid fucking demon, this is irl not silly gouls this is god i cant take myself seriously lol
I wish the internet would stop trying to force me into religon :( im not religous but id love to be, like that comfort.but i think my idea of self metally will die then it will take over.
i cant choose what i become but i can summon what ever or create sigils to indecate my wants, my sigils are mine not some random one i copped from the WWW i should prob get into ALCHEMISTS just cuz its cool. cool sigils (https://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/exhibition_post/the-realm-of-rough-telepathy/)